The blue days of mine. The collection of lyrics
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[Chorus]
How can it be me?
I am not happy to live.
I dream of peace in my life.
But I'm destroying my world to the ground.
[Interlude]
[Verse 3]
In the reflection of the waters
You can see the sky above us.
In the glass of high-rise buildings,
You can see it dead and twisted.
[Chorus]
How can it just be?
If I cannot be free,
If freedom doesn't come with death,
Then I don't need to pray for help.
[Interlude]
[Verse 4]
A lot of colours in your life.
Mornings, nights, the endless sky.
And the lessons you have learned.
Blue sea, blue days, blue eyes, blue world.
[Chorus]
How can it be real?
Mmmmmmm.
How can it be right?
Lalalala
[Post-chorus]
How can world be blue,
How can days be that too?
How can it be me?
How can, how can, how can it be?
April 19th, 2024
I wish I
poem
I wish I could be able to go back in time.
I wish I could only do things right.
Anyway, everything seems to be fine.
Don't worry, I will be just alright.
I failed everything, and that's true.
I was telling myself “I hate you”.
Maybe that's the reason of my loss.
Self-hypnosis is the most horrific force.
My mind is my weapon, so I fight.
My heart is the target, so I die.
When your tears fly like arrows, hitting you,
You give up, there's nothing left to do.
And I'm going to fall from the height
I have ever ever barely gained.
I'm afraid to come face to face
With rocks, cold water and huge waves.
If only I could do things right.
If only I knew how to fight.
Their voices wouldn't have been heard
If only I had reached that top.
April of 2024
***
poem
I keep trying to sort out my own thoughts,
Keep forgetting those forget-me-nots.
The weather is sunny outside,
But it's raining in my anxious mind.
Yes, I've died a thousand times,
I was lying with mysterious lies.
Ask me what I want and you won't
Get an answer, 'cause I finally lost my hope.
You're going to ask me again if I agree.
I'm not worthy of you, don't you see?
And we will be both sorrowful and confused.
So, the best choice for us is to refuse.
2023
Boston Strangler
song
[Verse 1]
Was it love that I saw
Or the challenge from Saw?
We loved watching horror films.
Now we're their heroes, it seems.
I listen to thunder like music.
'Cause I find this shit amusing.
After my meeting with you,
I don't know what to do.
[Chorus]
I find it funny to look
At the crooked
Graphics of the monsters.
You needed proofs
You've become too
Much like the Strangler of Boston.
I find it funny to look
At the crooked
Graphics of the monsters.
You needed proofs
You've become too
Much like the Strangler of Boston.
But do really think I'm cursed?
Ooh.
But I don't scare and don't slam doors.
Ooh.
You're hiding a knife up your sleeve.
Ooh.
You behave either like a maniac or like a thief.
I find it funny to look…
[Verse 2]
You said that kindness won't buy
The world, but I asked you why.
You said my book was too kind.
I won't make any money now.
(I've made it free, bye-bye)
You like horror films, don't you?
I also find this nonsense cool.
But if I had a choice between you
And the monster, guess who I'd choose.
[Chorus]
I find it funny to look
At the crooked
Graphics of the monsters.
You needed proofs
You've become too
Much like the Strangler of Boston.
I find it funny to look
At the crooked
Graphics of the monsters.
You needed proofs
You've become too
Much like the Strangler of Boston.
But do really think I'm cursed?
Ooh.
But I don't scare and don't slam doors.
Ooh.
You're hiding a knife up your sleeve.
Ooh.
You behave either like a maniac or like a thief.
I find it funny to look…
Spring of 2024
Dead End
song
[Verse 1]
Now I'm dead
Now I'm fine
I will never ever cry
And I walk through walls
Thanks to God
Thanks to Death